“As I type this, I grow closer to death. We constantly run along this thin, short path that is life. I must question this as I write, however, as we are constantly fixated on what is to come. The end. The darkness. The final moment. We unfortunately lose the thought of the middle, the highlight that has yet to come… living. The life that has yet to be lived. A thousand laughs to be shared. A thousand tears to be shed. A thousand thoughts to be construed. And so many heartbeats.
I refuse to give in to the overbearing, looming destiny we all have to endure through. I shall rather experience the full potential life has to give to me. This opportunity, this advantage, this gift. This life is not a given right, as said before. I have no superiority because of my life. I should use it with care and cherish every waking moment. I need to see what I should see and experience all the joys, pleasures and excitements that life has to offer and I shall never turn away a life-changing opportunity because of someone else. I believe that the universe has its own cryptic ways of communicating its lessons to us. They may be truly awful and may take great periods of time to understand and reach, but I’m still young and I’m sure I’ll learn what I must in due time.
I have so many seconds to live. I have so many moments to experience. They may appear negative or embarrassing or saddening, but, over time, all lingering negativity will fade and I will be revealed to have had a fairly good life. May the odds always be in my favour through everything I have to still experience. I have so much life left to live before the inevitable end, but I am not afraid.
So many years, so many tears, so much love and so much to love. Let me dance my way through life with grace and beauty and may I come out the other side mostly unscathed, but let me have some battle wounds to share with the next generation.
This isn’t the end, or even the beginning of the end. It is merely the beginning of the adventure of life. “
I just thought I should share some of my thoughts on life with you.